the dreams I have passed...I thougth words were not worth it... today I am not worthy of my dreams...because I left them go in forgotness today I am pain the world dies in pain for pleasure sick pleasure and sick pain I'm not part of any, nor that pleasure or pain I'm nobody just worthyless tears... just missunderstanding and sorrow and shame for my pain is luxury pain for what is going on out there is far beyong my understanding it is bloddy cruelty this is no poetry is just a not exploding myself inside out trying it is just pain and hate it is hard to unlynk